Yesterday was a very hard day for me. First you need to know that I love me some Zaxby's. And when I say love I mean LOVE. Their fries, their chicken, their celery, their bread...I love it all.
Tom had been craving Zaxby's for a couple days, so last night when it was dinner time he asked me if it was ok if he and Benjamin went to Zaxby's. I said sure, no problem. I took my knitting and figured that I would be ok. Boy was I wrong.
Now don't get me wrong, I have been to some restaurants since my surgery. When my parents were here we went to two of my other favorite restaurants, Red Robin and Harbor Inn. So, why this hit me so hard, I don't know.
It just smelled so good, and looked so good. Without meaning to, I became very moody. I became very irritable. I even told Tom that I was having a hard time. He offered to go home, but I said that we could stay.
Not sure what that was all about, but I have decided that until I can go to a restaurant and actually eat, that I won't be going. I've tried...but really...no one wants to be around me when I am cranky. For the next couple of weeks, when the boys want to go out to eat, I will stay at home and do something positive for me like go for a walk or something else positive.
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